Holy Fuck Exchange 2023 Creator Letter
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withthekeyiskingHello, I'm Q! This is my Creator Letter for the 2023 Holy Fuck Exchange. First, thank you for your interest! Whether you're my assigned giftor or thinking of making a treat, I appreciate you so very much :)
This letter has my general DNWs and Likes, and then I have individual sections for each of my fandom requests for this year's exchange (and I don't have a preference between any of them, so don't think if one's section is longer than the other that I want it more!). I hope my provided details will give you some inspiration! I really look forward to whatever y'all create, I know I'm gonna love it <3
GUIDE
DNWs
GENERAL LIKES
DARK LIKES
I'm a huge fan of darkfic, whether that's serious Dead Dove: Do Not Eat or whump or simple hurt/comfort (with a healthy dose of hurt XD). This can mean physical, mental, or sexual (absolutely a fan of noncon!). I also really enjoy the aftermath of these events, having characters deal with what's happened to them. Some more great things are:
SMUT LIKES
These really are non-exhaustive, as I’m down for basically everything other than scat! These also can be used with any level of consent (including the complete lack thereof XD) and make me super happy.
ALTERNTE UNIVERSE LIKES
I can get behind just about every AU, but my favorites are:
General AUs
SUPERNATURAL
Supernatural is probably my longest lasting fav fandom—I'm just so in love with these boys and the entire universe, like I don't care if it seems 'cringy' it makes me emotional. This is a show about family and trying your hardest and always fighting, always striving for the right thing even if it's next to impossible. I love the heart, they way Sam & Dean practically bleed a need to save people, no matter how many times it fucks them over. No matter how much pain it brings them (and, often, the people in their lives as well). Because there just was never another option for them, even if they both gave noping out their best shot at times lol. Idk guys, I will just Always be a Supernatural fan, no matter how much time passes.
Of the two, my fav is definitely Sam. I could scream over this poor boy's journey, and I am Feral over his plotlines. Like, I will genuinely never stop being obsessed with the demon blood and Boy King and Lucifer Vessel stuff just NEVER. Sam is such an awesome character, especially early seasons Sam, 1-5 particularly. (Before the writers started to slowly separate Dean and Sam out into the Action Brother and the Smart Brother instead of them both being a good mix of those characteristics!!) I love how kind he is, how he has the ability to connect with everyone he meets, but also how ruthless he is. I mean, cutting off Gordon's head with barbed wire??? So cool! Sam is brilliant and funny, and filled with so much trauma that it almost boggles the mind. I love his self-worth issues, and his trust issues, and his daddy issues, and basically ever damn issue he has. I love his utterly fucked up childhood and his guilt over things that have nothing to do with him. And I love, as I mentioned before, his fucky plotlines!!
Lucifer/Sam Winchester
Lucifer/Sam is the relationship to end all relationships for me, seriously am so obsessed with them. And whether you go season 5 Lucifer (the seriousness and power he displayed, the utter control, how positive he was that Sam was his and would always be with him, that they were made for each other and Sam would come to him) or later seasons Lucifer (the sadism, the possessiveness, the slight wildness in his feelings towards Sam after all the History that was now between them, the desire to own Sam and see him hurt) it still has the same impact, which is Lucifer being utterly possessive and at times obsessive when in regards to Sam Winchester. And then you throw in how goddamn jealous he was of Sam's relationship with Jack?? Just added another layer of fucked up to them! Can't get enough.
God | Chuck Shurley/Sam Winchester
Will never get over the fact that, canonically, Sam used to pray daily. He had so much faith, always believed in God, an you can plainly see that in him when he meets the angels for the first time, and when he meets Chuck as God. There was so much excitement, so much hope, and I could flip a table over how immediately Castiel crushed all Sam's little dreams in that first meeting (Sam looks like a kicked puppy!! it's so unfair!!). With Chuck, Sam had a bit more of an adjustment time, but he still had so much he wanted to ask him, wanted to be around him, and I really wish we'd gotten to have this element of Sam addressed when God became the bad guy. Like, this being that Sam prayed to his entire life is actually a psychopathic megalomaniac manipulating him at every turn. So much fucking shit to work with here.
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LUCIFER/SUPERNATURAL CROSSOVER
Lucifer Morningstar/Sam Winchester
As you can read in the above section, I seriously love Sam Winchester, and especially love his connection to Lucifer. So the idea of Sam coming into contact with the Lucifer from the Lucifer TV show fascinates and grips me to no end, considering how traumatic Sam's relationship with SPN's Lucifer is (and that's certainly an understatement lol). I just really love to think about how he'd react to a very different version of the "same" man. Sam has a tendency to try to see the best in people, but usually he doesn't have to look on the light side of a person who spent centuries torturing him. Boy spent an entire season hallucinating Lucifer because the trauma was just that bad. How the hell would he handle a Lucifer who has an extremely different outlook on life?
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MARVEL 616
Ben Reilly, my dear darling blorbo. I hold him gently in my hands, I protect him from harm, I wreck him and tear him apart (you know, like you do with your favs 😌). Ben is just such a cool and damaged as hell person. He is filled with identity issues and insecurity and an almost desperate need to belong, to be a hero, to be in a position to save people. He has genius-level intelligence (being a clone of Peter Parker kind of ensures that) but his emotional state is often so unstable that that genius gets used for so many others' purposes. I love his back and forth relationships with Peter and Kaine, his fucked up bond with Miles Warren, and god honestly all the relationships he has with folks are so fun.
Ben is someone who has died more than anyone in the Marvel universe (literally—Death herself told him!) and none of those deaths were pleasant. Hell, 28 of them were him being literally tortured to death by his creator! Something I really love is that when Ben has his run as a villain in The Clone Conspiracy, his reasoning behind what he's doing is his intense terror about death; he did a lot of fucked up shit in TCC, but his reasoning was the desire to be able to stop death, to never let anyone else go through what he went through, and I just think that's Neat.
Ben Reilly/Gabriel
The description of Ben & Gabriel's meeting from Gabriel's Wiki Page: "While on the search for the cure of a genetic disease afflicting a young girl named Abigail, Ben was directed to a place called the Diogenes Initiative, run by Gabriel with the mission of helping people. Gabriel approached him and revealed his nature as an Angel. He additionally revealed Ben his true form for a brief moment, causing Ben to break down in tears. After handing over a vial containing his own blood to Ben to cure Abigail, Gabriel teleported him outside the facility, and pondered that they might talk again in the future."
I fucking love this interaction, because Ben is so desperate to help Abigail and so wary to trust anyone, and he's never been a person of faith but seeing Gabriel's true form brought Ben to his knees crying. I can really see this event having an impact on Ben, especially if Gabriel were to follow through on his comment about them meeting again. Plus, at the end of the run, Gabriel observes Ben in the process of losing his mind and basically says that everything went according to plan so isn't THAT truly fucked up and ripe for fanfic.
Ben Reilly/Mephisto
Ben first meets Mephisto in the mini-series Damnation, which is set in the time period of BR:SS I mentioned in Gabriel's section. Mephisto plays on all of Ben's insecurities to manipulate him into making a deal with him (and somewhere in the distance, Peter is screaming), all smooth charm and creepy smiles. And then, when Ben breaks their deal, Mephisto hunts Ben down and does his best to ruin Ben, turning all of Ben's allies against him and even getting Ben's brother Kaine to try to kill him! And when Kaine succeeds in doing so, Mephisto delightedly goes to collect Ben's soul XD So obviously, so much tasty angst here!!
I want to thank you for reading my Letter, and I hope you have a good time writing! I'm so looking forward to whatever you lovely folks come up with :) <3
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This letter has my general DNWs and Likes, and then I have individual sections for each of my fandom requests for this year's exchange (and I don't have a preference between any of them, so don't think if one's section is longer than the other that I want it more!). I hope my provided details will give you some inspiration! I really look forward to whatever y'all create, I know I'm gonna love it <3
GUIDE
- DNWs
- General Likes
- Dark Likes
- Smut Likes
- Alternate Universe Likes
- Supernatural (TV)
- Lucifer (TV)/Supernatural Crossover
- Marvel 616
DNWs
- Genderbends (but trans welcome!)
- Scat
- Crackfic or Pure Fluff
- Reader Insert
- First Person POV
GENERAL LIKES
- Angst and Hurt/Comfort of all kinds
- Universe Travel
- Time Travel/Loop
- Role/Age Reversal
- Rescue Missions
- Second Person POV (can be fun as long as it's not readerfic!)
- Trauma Recovery
- Rare Pairings
- Enemies to Lovers
- Trust Issues
- Power Dynamics & Imbalance
- Identity Porn
- Soulmates
- Amnesia & Memory Alteration
- Possessiveness
- Fix-Its
- Missing Scenes
- Trapped Together
- Undercover
- Found Family & Deep Bonds Between Characters
- Fake/Pretend Relationship
- Pre- and Post-Canon
- Alternate Universes (favorites listed below!)
- Outsider POV
- All Kinds of Endings
DARK LIKES
I'm a huge fan of darkfic, whether that's serious Dead Dove: Do Not Eat or whump or simple hurt/comfort (with a healthy dose of hurt XD). This can mean physical, mental, or sexual (absolutely a fan of noncon!). I also really enjoy the aftermath of these events, having characters deal with what's happened to them. Some more great things are:
- Manipulation (emotional, mental, etc.)
- Mind Control & Demon Possession & Hypnosis
- Codependency
- Trauma Exploration
- Gaslighting
- Brainwashing/Conditioning
- Worse-Its
- Kidnapping & Captivity
- War Prize
- Forced Pregnancy
- Droit Du Seigneur/The Lord’s Right
- Betrayal
- Sensory Deprivation
- Stockholm & Lima Syndrome
- Drugged Sex
- Auction
- Forced Consent
- Fuck or Die
- Seriously touch-starved characters
- Ignored Safeword
- Torture
- "Take me instead" situations
- Abuse
- Earn Your Keep
- and just about everything 😆
SMUT LIKES
These really are non-exhaustive, as I’m down for basically everything other than scat! These also can be used with any level of consent (including the complete lack thereof XD) and make me super happy.
- Weapon Play - Gunplay is definitely top of the list, but I love all kinds! If you can think it I guarantee I’ll like it
- Bondage - The regular kind for sure, along with Predicament Bondage and Honor Bondage
- Messy Blowjobs, Face-Fucking, Deepthroating, Face-Sitting
- Boot Worship - One character licking another’s shoes or kissing them....great great shit
- Fingers in Mouth. Tbh anything in mouth; oral fixation FTW! This includes Gags for sure
- Humiliation, Degradation, Objectification, Begging
- Biting - Neck, thighs, everywhere is good. Love bruises being left behind
- Breathplay/Choking - Whether by hand or belt or suffocation or whatever you like, it’s all damn good
- Overstimulation, Multiple Orgasms, Forced Orgasms, Orgasm Delay/Denial
- Manhandling/Strength Kink, Size Kink - It’s great when one partner is much larger/stronger than the other, and can really manhandle them around. Also great when one has a big dick and the other is loving it. Love one character being held down during sex or grabbed roughly
- Praise Kink, Loyalty Kink, Competence Kink
- Impact Play - Spanking, Belting, Whipping, Etc.
- Desk Sex, Wall Sex, Car Sex, Semi-Public Sex
- Non-Penetrative Sex - Thigh Fucking, Asscheek Fucking, Breast Fucking
- Glove Kink - Being fingered with gloves on, sucking on gloved fingers, descriptions of the gloves on skin, etc.
- Cock Warming, Glory Hole
- Womb/Cervix Fucking (yea I know, physically impossible, idgaf it's sexy)
- Somnophilia
- Tentacle Porn (both by creature and by plant), Oviposition, Bestiality (both monster & regular animals)
- Creampie - Love when one character fills another up, especially if the feeling of it leaking out afterwards is included
- Forced Feminization - A male character being put in lingerie or skirts or panties; being called things like “babygirl”; having their genitals referred to with a feminine slant (such as their asshole being called a pussy/boypussy, their cock being call a girlcock, their pecs called tits, etc.)
- Breeding Kink - Whether being bred is actually possible or not, I love one character really kinking on the idea, especially if they’re not on the receiving end
- Object Insertion/Regular Items Used in Sexual Ways - Ties used for bondage, something normal filling the role of a buttplug, etc.
- Sex Pollen & Heat/Rut Inducers - Whether only one party is drugged or both are
- Watersports, Omorashi
- Necrophilia - Read a fic where this was a main aspect and suddenly had a discovery about myself. Love how dark and terrible this is. Whether someone's fucking a dead body or near one or on top of one, I am game
- Rape Roleplay - Both violent and gentle
ALTERNTE UNIVERSE LIKES
I can get behind just about every AU, but my favorites are:
General AUs
- Royalty
- Pirate
- Criminal (mafia, assassin, thief, etc.)
- Angel/Demon
- Genetic Dom/Sub
- Bodyguard
- Bounty Hunter
- Dystopian
- Creature (fae, vampires, etc.)
- Teacher/Student
- Western
- Omegaverse
- High School/College
- Fantasy
- Law Enforcement/Military
- Prison
- Single Parent
- Star Wars
- Hogwarts/Wizarding World
- Bender (ATLA)
- Pacific Rim
- Inception
- Supernatural (TV show)
- The Magicians
- Hunger Games
- Percy Jackson
- Star Trek (including Mirrorverse!)
- Pushing Daisies
- Tron
- X-Men/Mutant
SUPERNATURAL
Supernatural is probably my longest lasting fav fandom—I'm just so in love with these boys and the entire universe, like I don't care if it seems 'cringy' it makes me emotional. This is a show about family and trying your hardest and always fighting, always striving for the right thing even if it's next to impossible. I love the heart, they way Sam & Dean practically bleed a need to save people, no matter how many times it fucks them over. No matter how much pain it brings them (and, often, the people in their lives as well). Because there just was never another option for them, even if they both gave noping out their best shot at times lol. Idk guys, I will just Always be a Supernatural fan, no matter how much time passes.
Of the two, my fav is definitely Sam. I could scream over this poor boy's journey, and I am Feral over his plotlines. Like, I will genuinely never stop being obsessed with the demon blood and Boy King and Lucifer Vessel stuff just NEVER. Sam is such an awesome character, especially early seasons Sam, 1-5 particularly. (Before the writers started to slowly separate Dean and Sam out into the Action Brother and the Smart Brother instead of them both being a good mix of those characteristics!!) I love how kind he is, how he has the ability to connect with everyone he meets, but also how ruthless he is. I mean, cutting off Gordon's head with barbed wire??? So cool! Sam is brilliant and funny, and filled with so much trauma that it almost boggles the mind. I love his self-worth issues, and his trust issues, and his daddy issues, and basically ever damn issue he has. I love his utterly fucked up childhood and his guilt over things that have nothing to do with him. And I love, as I mentioned before, his fucky plotlines!!
Lucifer/Sam Winchester
Lucifer/Sam is the relationship to end all relationships for me, seriously am so obsessed with them. And whether you go season 5 Lucifer (the seriousness and power he displayed, the utter control, how positive he was that Sam was his and would always be with him, that they were made for each other and Sam would come to him) or later seasons Lucifer (the sadism, the possessiveness, the slight wildness in his feelings towards Sam after all the History that was now between them, the desire to own Sam and see him hurt) it still has the same impact, which is Lucifer being utterly possessive and at times obsessive when in regards to Sam Winchester. And then you throw in how goddamn jealous he was of Sam's relationship with Jack?? Just added another layer of fucked up to them! Can't get enough.
God | Chuck Shurley/Sam Winchester
Will never get over the fact that, canonically, Sam used to pray daily. He had so much faith, always believed in God, an you can plainly see that in him when he meets the angels for the first time, and when he meets Chuck as God. There was so much excitement, so much hope, and I could flip a table over how immediately Castiel crushed all Sam's little dreams in that first meeting (Sam looks like a kicked puppy!! it's so unfair!!). With Chuck, Sam had a bit more of an adjustment time, but he still had so much he wanted to ask him, wanted to be around him, and I really wish we'd gotten to have this element of Sam addressed when God became the bad guy. Like, this being that Sam prayed to his entire life is actually a psychopathic megalomaniac manipulating him at every turn. So much fucking shit to work with here.
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LUCIFER/SUPERNATURAL CROSSOVER
Lucifer Morningstar/Sam Winchester
As you can read in the above section, I seriously love Sam Winchester, and especially love his connection to Lucifer. So the idea of Sam coming into contact with the Lucifer from the Lucifer TV show fascinates and grips me to no end, considering how traumatic Sam's relationship with SPN's Lucifer is (and that's certainly an understatement lol). I just really love to think about how he'd react to a very different version of the "same" man. Sam has a tendency to try to see the best in people, but usually he doesn't have to look on the light side of a person who spent centuries torturing him. Boy spent an entire season hallucinating Lucifer because the trauma was just that bad. How the hell would he handle a Lucifer who has an extremely different outlook on life?
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MARVEL 616
Ben Reilly, my dear darling blorbo. I hold him gently in my hands, I protect him from harm, I wreck him and tear him apart (you know, like you do with your favs 😌). Ben is just such a cool and damaged as hell person. He is filled with identity issues and insecurity and an almost desperate need to belong, to be a hero, to be in a position to save people. He has genius-level intelligence (being a clone of Peter Parker kind of ensures that) but his emotional state is often so unstable that that genius gets used for so many others' purposes. I love his back and forth relationships with Peter and Kaine, his fucked up bond with Miles Warren, and god honestly all the relationships he has with folks are so fun.
Ben is someone who has died more than anyone in the Marvel universe (literally—Death herself told him!) and none of those deaths were pleasant. Hell, 28 of them were him being literally tortured to death by his creator! Something I really love is that when Ben has his run as a villain in The Clone Conspiracy, his reasoning behind what he's doing is his intense terror about death; he did a lot of fucked up shit in TCC, but his reasoning was the desire to be able to stop death, to never let anyone else go through what he went through, and I just think that's Neat.
Ben Reilly/Gabriel
The description of Ben & Gabriel's meeting from Gabriel's Wiki Page: "While on the search for the cure of a genetic disease afflicting a young girl named Abigail, Ben was directed to a place called the Diogenes Initiative, run by Gabriel with the mission of helping people. Gabriel approached him and revealed his nature as an Angel. He additionally revealed Ben his true form for a brief moment, causing Ben to break down in tears. After handing over a vial containing his own blood to Ben to cure Abigail, Gabriel teleported him outside the facility, and pondered that they might talk again in the future."
I fucking love this interaction, because Ben is so desperate to help Abigail and so wary to trust anyone, and he's never been a person of faith but seeing Gabriel's true form brought Ben to his knees crying. I can really see this event having an impact on Ben, especially if Gabriel were to follow through on his comment about them meeting again. Plus, at the end of the run, Gabriel observes Ben in the process of losing his mind and basically says that everything went according to plan so isn't THAT truly fucked up and ripe for fanfic.
Ben Reilly/Mephisto
Ben first meets Mephisto in the mini-series Damnation, which is set in the time period of BR:SS I mentioned in Gabriel's section. Mephisto plays on all of Ben's insecurities to manipulate him into making a deal with him (and somewhere in the distance, Peter is screaming), all smooth charm and creepy smiles. And then, when Ben breaks their deal, Mephisto hunts Ben down and does his best to ruin Ben, turning all of Ben's allies against him and even getting Ben's brother Kaine to try to kill him! And when Kaine succeeds in doing so, Mephisto delightedly goes to collect Ben's soul XD So obviously, so much tasty angst here!!
I want to thank you for reading my Letter, and I hope you have a good time writing! I'm so looking forward to whatever you lovely folks come up with :) <3
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